Friday, May 31, 2013

Needing Clarity

Dearest Tragedy,

It's two months closer to my birthday month and as it gets closer I get more and more upset with myself at where I am in life. I can't really blame no one but myslef I set too high standards for myself. Will obtaining a little more education actually make feel better about myself and will my life change like I hope it will. Most times I wish I had someone to come home to, but I don't pretty sad huh.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Losing Myself

Dearest Tragedy,

Well its mother's day didn't really get moms anything, but I did tell her happy mothers day. I'm not myself anymore I'm never happy or motovated to do anything anymore, maybe I'm sick and don't know it...who knows right. I was talkin to this kid in Atlanta, but like everything else that didn't seems like a pattern and of course I look like the bad guy; jerk; and the ass even. What is wrong with me, maybe I should just take my life wouldn't thing be easier on everyone. I am lazy I am stupid I'm worthless what's is my reason for being here.