Dearest Tragedy,
Well I'm 31 years old now and I'm back home in Pittsburgh Pa. I only lasted in Columbus OH for about a month and half. It taught me a few things about living in another place. Even though I had roommates it still was good to see what I'm capable of doing if I put my mind to it. I found a ok job since I've been back in the medical field. I'm working in a Jewish nursing home and I'm enrolled at attend Rosedale Technical College for CDL/Trucking since I've been think about driving over the road again. I'm currently seeing someone I care a lot for him, but I still feel like something is missing. I love him, but not in love with him I know that will take time.
With all this going on I still feel like I'm missing out. I'm struggling like everyone else is in this world and I'm still not fully happy. I think its because I' m not fully happy with myself. The sad thing is I don't know what it will take to be happy. I sometimes hear that I have very attractive facial features, but I don't feel attractive there are a few times I see a glimpse of seeing my "pretty". I just dunno what's going on with me anymore I just hope I find "me" soon.
