Dearest Tragedy,
Well I made it thru the Prime trucking orientation and got finally got my CDL. Only lasted 6 months sad to say and came home cause I was home sick. Got home found a really crappie job that I just left and said "I quit" which took everything within me to stay there as long as I did. So I went to Florida and got with a transportation company instead of trucking which seems a little better. I have to fight thru cause I'm getting in a rut for no reason. I never fully give things a chance. The freight is low thru the winter season and will pic up very soon. I've been doing uber to supplement my income for now. I still have my moments of weakness. I want love and to be happy, but I'm still not happy with myself. How can I learn to love myself more so I can give myself to someone oneday.
Sincerely,
Tragic
