Slow Acceptance

Dearest Tragedy,
I realized that I will never be truly happy til I can fully accept myself for my faults and the things I can't change, but for the things I can change I need to set my mind to do it faithly everyday and give a 100% effort at it. I was called out today at work granted I have let myself go or slacked a lil than when I first got this gig, so now its time to go back way back to the old me. No more goin out, laughing, singing, or anything distracting. I'm goin back into my hole, no excuses no apologies. Maybe shutting myself off for a while is what I truly need to fully assess myself inside and out.